No matter how much I try I know you still won’t come back.
Remembering the day you left, I was gripping your hand. I didn’t know how to react.
to hear the news was hard and shocking, I cried.
And I ignored those who were talking.
as the world was fading into silence, I was deeply lost into my thoughts of it.
I ignored their comfort, cause it didn’t help much.. but just a little bit.
this was too soon mom.. why now? I wasn’t ready
ready to let you go
she was always there for me since the time of my life had begun
mom I know I wasn’t anything you planned, but I will be everything you ever dreamed of.
Sincerely,
your identity.