Spent my days watching from the outside
Tearing up the suburbian roadside
To feel free of all this ugly inside
Free so I can take this last joyride
If I showed you all the thoughts in my head
The mania, the sadness. Dead. Undead.
Would you believe a word that I said?
I can see your eyes fill with dread!
Spent my life in a lunatic\'s cage
Lonely heart filled bursting with rage
Thought I\'d put my words on a page
Hoped you\'d end my decalage!
If I showed you all the thoughts in my head
The mania, the sadness. Dead. Undead.
Would you believe a word that I said?
I can see your eyes fill with dread!
Spent my final days in a hole
Digging down where crazy goes
Now the mud is black and taking its toll
If I ended now would you even know?
If I showed you all the thoughts in my head
The mania, the sadness. Dead. Undead.
Would you believe a word that I said?
I can see your eyes fill with dread!
Spent my very last day in a hole
Digging down where crazy goes
Now the mud is black and taking its toll
If I ended now would you even know?
If I ended now?
Would you even know?