Holding it together the best I can terrified to let go
Feeling the pieces slowly ripping apart one by one
Choking on the lump of responsibility stuck in my throat
If I scream will it release its hold on me
If I cry will it wash away with my tears
I want to hide away until this feeling subsides
I keep searching reluctantly for my beacon of hope
A sign revealing the end of this suffering
But I\'m drowning in this sorrow reaching up
Grasping at nothing and descending fast
My heart strains with every waver and ache
I sit with a blank stare ahead empty and lost
I\'m breaking