No matter the time or place
it is always the same
this beating
this aching
going over and over in my heart
making my mind confused on what to do
making me uncontrollable and reckless
ever since this feeling came to me
it is slowly eating me
and
I\'m trying my best to smile
but this feeling makes me feel heavy on my back
like someone is hugging me having their arms around me
this feeling makes me uncontrollable just acting by heart
and
not by mind
so I don\'t say any missunderstandings or anything foolish
I realized how foolish I was
how idiotic and chaotic my nature is
doing things I might regret
say words that I didn\'t mean
because my heart tells the truth
my mind tells the lies
but for that last moment
where I could really speak from the heart
I could finally set a bit of myself free
so you know that my feelings will be unchanging
that I\'ll never go away
that I\'ll never look away
and
that I\'ll be ready any day
for the words of
\'\'I\'m coming back\'\'
because you know that
I\'ll always welcome you with open arms
if he does anything foolish to hurt you
but still the moment when I was true
was the happiest thing that I could do
feeling the warmth for the last time
and
those soft words before going back
to what it was before just smiling and laughing
but still this ache might make me
say words uncontrollable
because this feelings will always be with me
no matter how many years that goes
because you always make me happy blomma
so I\'ll stay as a guard dog
and
as a friend
ready to fight and shout
when you need it
because you were always sticking up for me
and
I will always stick up for you
being the first one on the front
taking my heart against the sky
to shout out my strength
that I will be unwavering
because this is my feelings
my unchanging feelings