I feel like I’m drifting inside of a dream
So real it seams
But I don’t feel like me
This season of change
Like being lost at sea
Vast and serene
beautiful and deadly
Looking around for Jesus
Trying to lock eyes on Him
Before fear grips me
It’s tempting and teasing me
I’m here lord, I’m here
Is this where you wanted me
Alone in this oceanic dessert
Looking for peace
Is this Devine or was I deceived
This evil rhetoric is working on me
Though I don’t feel I have caved
How much more will it take
I have battled and I have warred
So much is at stake
Not just my joy and the gifts that you have given me
But the reality of salvation that I get to share with those around me
When I start to get mad
I tell you what’s breaking me
But the peace that you leave
Keeps the ship from sinking
Yet I still don’t see the dock
And the silence is deafening
The purpose that I felt for myself is shifting and waning
But I believe you have a plan for my life
I believe all the words
The red black and white
From cover to cover
Your Word is my truth
Your death is my freedom
And your promises stand too
I don’t know who I am
I don’t know where I’m going
For today I am trusting that you will show me
Even though I can’t see the valley
Beyond the trees
My love for You
Sets me free from anxiety
I praise you my Lord
And I trust you to guide me
Into the best me
What I was created to be