Trying to stop that last thread from braking
Trying to hold back the tears
And hold on to this smile I’m faking
A storm is brewing
It’s presence is strong
I’m standing here weak
Inside and feeling nearly done
Run away Kay
Run like the wind
Run into a new beginning
Leave the trash in the bin
My mind tells me to flee
before the emotions explode
And take over me
I can’t run
I’m stuck here with responsibilities
I have to pre plan any positive changes or possibility’s
Plan an escape
I need time to prepare to rejuvenate
I don’t have the time or resources
To spontaneously separate
I need distance
I need to be alone
I need to think
I need to roam
I need a beautiful view
With a slow pace walk
I need space
Before I can calm myself and talk
I can’t flee
I’m stuck
Knowing it’s just a matter of time before I erupt
I just need some time and me