SilverXball

I hate myself, I love myself

every time I hear my voice and every time I see my face

I hate myself

when I see those smiles from what I\'ve done in any case

I love myself

my demeanor differentiates myself from the rest of the earth

I hate myself

they walk towards me in excitement reminding me of my worth

I love myself

but happiness can\'t last forever and again I crash into my shadow

I hate myself

and every time I\'m saved from myself I just get pushed even further

I hate myself

my body goes numb and eventually I can\'t feel the tears

I hate myself

I give up so much just to see others gain from my sacrifice

I hate myself