I\'m so tired
I\'m so exhausted
I can\'t keep my eyes open
I can\'t keep pretending I\'m okay
I can\'t keep pretending it\'ll all be fine
I can\'t keep lying
If I were to write a letter just before I died it would go like this:
I felt empty and cold
My smile went unknown
It\'s like hell has a grip on my throat in a tight hold
But you didn\'t save me
You didn\'t care
You forced me to pretend I was okay
You forced me to put on this mask that was fake
I wish you had listened when I gave you the signs
I left many hints that I was depressed
You left me behind
So all I can say is
Goodbye
You would go to my funeral and say I was a happy girl
HA! If I was happy why did I take my own life?
I wasn\'t happy
It was just pretend
I wish you had seen my pain
Now I\'m dead
Now I\'m gone
After I jumped I knew it wouldn\'t be long
Now my body is mangled
So is my hair
I wish mommy and daddy knew how I feel
That would be my final goodbye
I feel so empty and hallow
I\'m just so tired
I am just ready to give up on it all
I\'m exhausted
Just exhausted.