elliechanner

Goodnight

 

I close my eyes and try to sleep 

Upon my face a frown 

Toss and turn all night long

My brain just won\'t shut down

 

Thoughts of panic fill my mind

The anxiety kicks in

I push the sadness further down

But it lingers beneath my skin

 

My body starts to shake and shudder

I feel my heat pound

I am completely paralysed 

Whilst my family sleep safe and sound

 

I cannot be a burden 

Mustn\'t trouble them with my fears

Though I say I am fine

I\'m holding back the tears

 

Every time I breathe 

My chest feels small and tight

It\'s like a constant battle

And i cannot win this fight

 

Yet still,

 

I close my eyes and try to sleep 

Upon my face a frown 

Toss and turn all night long

My brain just won\'t shut down