The ones from all the years of pain
the ones I see every night in my sleep again and again
from shit I can\'t shake flowing through my heart full of hate
for people and the fear that one day I\'m gonna die in front of a loved one or to early to say goodbye
I can\'t lie it scares me but while awake I don\'t fear a thing
I just want to be able to close my eyes and be as happy as I am during the day