Twisting around and around
My head is spinning with unanswered questions
Do i go forth and do what i know will slowly kill my soul
Or do i run away break a promise that i made to you
If heaven had a phone i would make one call to you
Always full of knowledge and advice
You never steered me wrong
Im supposed to be grown now and yet i feel so lost and confused
This world is worse than i thought
The fact the i have even started down the path im on
Means that im failing and now it seems
I\'m falling
Unsure if i can climb out of this hole once im in it
Please i need a sign do i go ahead
Or do i run away and break my word
I said to you as you took your last breathe
That i would do anything to keep them safe
Now im second guessing my choices
Please tell me what to do im so lost in my dark cold mind
And it seems as if i have finally run out of time