i asked the same question so much
i cant feel i want to talk
but we cant seem to get in touch
most use relgion as an answer but i feel its a crouch
holy father where you been but in god we trust.
no disrespect intended.
I dont like to hide who i am and i have questions why must we pretend.
why do i lose the ones i love my family my friends.
nothing last forever but when does my nothing end.
what am i here for why do i exsist.
ironocly born a happy acciedent
condom broke i popped out what is this.
why do i want things i cant have
dont get me wrong not materlistic for that im glad.
but i see something or someone i want but i reach out it slips through the cracks i have no grip i cant get hold i cant get a grasp.
maybe its better i didnt in the head im not right.
i dont care about me but what if i fuck up some elses life.
even though it hurts probably better off if im alone.
but i hate everthing about my self
no care for my life i tried to take my own.
no its not i cry for help
because no matter how hard i try i stop myself.
Dear who ever in charge what do you want from me.
i can try but im not going to promise anything.
i have a knack for letting people down.
not one to fit in with the crowd
became a part time acholic never tried loud.
dissapointed myself again i hear the comedic drum.
my heart hurts cause its forced to be numb.
Ill accept the concequences if i get answers ill be waiting until that day comes.