This time of year.

Christmas is a time for happiness,

And I promise i\'m trying my best, 

But I haven\'t had a good one,

Since we lay you to rest, 


I\'m not excited for Christmas, 

in fact, it\'s just a chore,

I\'m just constantly waiting, 

For you to come back through the door,


Are you having a good Christmas? 

I feel like it isn\'t fair, 

When I see full and happy families,

I just can\'t help but stare.


I just wish we could be together, 

You, Daddy, Scott, and I. 

 I wish that on Christmas, 

I wouldn\'t sit and cry.