Into My Church I strode,
Walked down towards the cross,
I looked up at it and shouted,
Shouted “WHERE THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU!!”
“Why have you taken her from me,
Her broken body is still there
But her mind has been taken,
My wife has been taken
By this f*****g dementia;
I pray to you,
She prays to you,
As she has all her life,
As I have all my life.
All her long life she has praised you,
Sung your praises,
Helped others,
Been there for us all,
But now she is gone,
You have taken her from us.
Are you really there?
Or is all this ‘Christian God will save you lark’
Just a charade to give you a laugh,
To make people follow a falsehood.
My Faith is strong in My Spirit,
I have been touched by it,
But it is not the Christian way,
The Spirit is with all people.
The Christian God will help all,
Supposedly,
Help all if you pray to it;
But we pray,
Things only get worse.
If you are so good
Why do you not hear us
As my wife and my life
Sink deeper in hell,
The hell of her dementia.
WHERE THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU!!”