Bloody Pen

I\'m sorry

I want to cave in

I want to hide

I want to go away

I don\'t want to cry

I don\'t want my pain to hurt you

I have to keep you away

but I can\'t

I don\'t want to hurt you

but it seems to be all I do

I\'m sorry in advance

don\'t leave

don\'t run

please stay

they all leave

don\'t leave with them

I\'m sorry

I\'m sorry

I\'m afraid you\'ll be afraid if I show you who I am

what I see

why I am the way I am

I\'m sorry... in advance