I work so hard
I try to please
But I only make people mad
I wish I could just end this suffering
But when I try I\'m stopped
My stomach tightens when I hear his name
I wish I had made him happy
I try to get over it
I really do
Every time I see him he\'s with her
It\'s hurts
Why was I not good enough
Why couldn\'t I do anything right
Well of course no one wants to be with a depressed and suicidal girl
One who always hides
I try to hide from the pain
From all my problems though I know I can\'t
It\'s a struggle to get by
A struggle to continue living
Uncle Elmer might die
Lost aunt Cindy
I lose everyone
Soon my mom will die too
I can\'t handle this pain
I\'m expected to not cry
To hold it all in
I\'m only 16
Don\'t make me do this please
It\'s a struggle