thoughts
constant thoughts
constantly building pressure in my head
like a balloon filling with air
ready to just...pop
i can\'t organize each thought so they all blend into a disgusting flavor
that just rots in my brain
a never ending hoarding of unpleasant memories
that soon destroys my present day life
it never stops.
i can\'t think
but i\'m also thinking ever moment the clock ticks
i no longer have control
a monster has claimed my mind
and im just in it\'s body.