I fell in the battle
I almost was trampled
The monsters in me
Bowed to the demons that plagued
I looked around
I saw no aid
I cried as I was dying
How did I get into this
Little did I know
It was what I got out of
That sparked it
See In the beginning
Even before there was time
There was one power
One God
Then came the heavenly divide
The enemy of God
The narcissist creation
Got puffed up and forgot
That he was not equal in station
Like lighting he fell stripped of God’s glory
But what The Gift Giver gives
Can never be stolen
So with his intellect
And his ability to appeal
He took the power meant for good
And used it for evil
He manipulated man
To be their own god
Teaching us the real thing was only a fraud
So at night when I cried
He whispered in my ear
This God of yours doesn’t love you
He chooses not to hear
Don’t surrender your praises
Focus on your struggles
Look here
That was all it took
The rest was all my own
I now knew I was lost and alone
No one would love me
I would never be enough
I didn’t know how to let God in
And let’s face it
I didn’t trust him enough
I let the world teach me that
Spirituality was dead
I opened up my heart and home
To the demons that possess
I had no idea
I was being taught
That every fake thing was reality
And the truth that I knew was all fake
wrapped up in insanity
But one day something happened
A light came on in my darkness
For a split second
Desperation and anxiety were broken
And a doorway was opened
Jesus called me to himself
It couldn’t be mistaken
There is no way
In this world
The peace I felt was an exaggeration
I couldn’t stop
I needed more
Like a new drug
I was hooked
And would have changed anything about myself
to be given just a bit more
I found out that the enemy
Was NOT comparable to God
He truly had NO authority
He just manipulated thoughts
And the dreams I had
Watching witches and wizards
Wishing I had their power
I now realized
was leading to my death faster
Everything that they did
Could not match the Holy Spirit
No spell, no hex, not one incantation
They were working for the darkness
This was weak to Gods glory
Their wicked hazing had to flee
When the Light shone down upon it
The Truth was always more powerful
He still has all authority
His spirit still at work
In this world
Unlike the lying spirits imply
Now I live in The Truth
Your reality is fake to me
And in the war of life and death
Darkness was already defeated
“We do not fight flesh and blood
but principalities, powers, against the rulers of the darkness
against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.”
I’m not a creation for failure
But success in sharing the Gospel
The old me is dead and I’m living in happiness
I’m forgiven for all my wickedness
I finally have a purpose
I Praise the God of heaven and earth
The Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Your the King of my life
And I will never again forget it.