I haven\'t written in a while.
Probably because my hands have been bound by the paralyzing and looming anxiety and desperate thoughts that consume me daily.
Lately they have been worse.
Sometimes they hide, and I forget about them, but they are giggling while they stare at me from around a corner, waiting for me to stumble past them in the dark so they can let out a sudden shriek that catches me by surprise and scares the shit out of me.
It always works.
I wish they would just go away!
Wait!
No!
On second thought. dont go.....
If you go I will be alone again....
Stay....
Please?