I woke up next to empty bottles instead of next to you
Both disgust me just the same
Not only was i drunk, i was sad and alone too
and i drank til i forgot your name
Remember how we would dance
And kiss in a hot shower
And how the alcohol could enhance
Our feelings by the hour
I loved our friday nights
I swear I would count down the days
Until our dancing turned to fights
And I thought it was a phase
I began to lose you to the booze
you began to lose yourself
I tried to help, but you’d refuse
And grab your liquor from the shelf
i wanted to fix you
I was going to be your savior
Just a phase, and i’d pull you through
But there was too great a change in your behavior
Yelling every night
Shattered glass and slamming doors
once shed tears during a fight
Became bloodstains on the floors
I was hesitant about leaving
And always guilted into staying
your promises were deceiving
and i knew that you weren’t changing
I left you on a Sunday
you threw me to the floor
I pulled myself up and walked away
And for the last time closed that door
Now i drink alone, propped against the wall
I cry and clench this bottle tight
Because no amount of alcohol
Can make me forget those blurry nights
Get well x