Remember mom?
That time I told you the reason I had been throwing up for 4 hours straight was because I took a handful of everything in the cabinet? I was screaming for help, but you looked me in my face and said “that\'s not how you kill yourself” I went numb. It was if it was a competition and I was in last place. As if I had let you down by still being here
-Ill never bleed enough for you