My children keep arriving
So do my new friends
I am starting to end my negative thoughts patterns
Stopping to look both ways before crossing streets
I have stood at crossroads many times before
My heart cannot ignore me now
Shit really does go both ways
Being lazy doesn\'t pay the bills
My will is strengthening more and more every day
In a way, I feel like I am still a Queen..but I need someone to sit beside me on my throne
Never alone, yet still missing something big
My will is to find myself a man, the perfect one
My idea of perfect is different than it has ever been before
I am wiser
I have become like granite, solid and immovable
Magical and healing
My feelings have become much easier to cloak
When they come at me , it\'s always a funny joke
Give them a toke, a smoke, a dollar
Anything to send them on their way
I am the point of no return at times
Enough is enough when enough is enough
There is no way around it with me
I am real, single, sexy, free
Live and let live
Love and let love
Honor each other, blessed be!
They know somehow to come to me and I feel terrible that I cannot always respond
I often need my alone time, even when I am in love
I don\'t know why that is, but I know it\'s what is best for me
I should always cater to its wishes
For, when they are successfully avoided, soon after comes the wrath
Hell hath no fury like the hidden side of me
Its just what ends up happening when mother fuckers keep coming at me sideways
Just leave me the fuck alone you ignorant, greed-ridden imbeciles!
I am only the one bitch even though I am good at what I do
Who are any of you to push me further after I have already told you fools no?
You think I am a heartless cunt?
Well, you haven\'t seen jack shit yet, try me
You have all put your own asses behind me trying to get the fuck ahead
Really?
Fuck, it\'s hard enough just keeping ahead of myself
You couldn\'t be me, believe me
You are wrong when you become envious of me
A Queens existence is the furthest thing from easy....
12/10/2018