The weight of these thoughts bares heavy
On my mind today
I think i loved you once but it really is hard to say
You lay there in that coffin
Blue, cold and nothing like the man i once new
A face that I do not recognise
I cannot see myself in you
I think of how i hated you and how i hate you still
I will myself to love you, but unfotunately i cannot
I weep tears of sorrow, but not for you
The tears i weep this day are for a man i never new
These thoughts of mine bare heavy, on my soul today