I often lie awake at night
And wonder what you think
I wish that I could hear your thoughts
They might help me not sink
There’s always this pit in my stomach
Fibro, depression, all hard to fight
I know I’m a hard person to love
But you seem to do it right
I couldn’t be any more afraid
That I will scare you away
If you could hear my thoughts
I wonder what you’d say
I’m trying to be open and honest
But I know it hurts you to see me in pain
I wish I could give you everything
But it would probably drive you insane