My bones freeze at the site of you.
I cant move, then what do I do?
The chill of your presence leaves an after burn.
A freezer burn; my tummy turns.
I know I was never completely open.
I hid, I held back.
Not every word was spoken;
you never truly came back.
Now who am I?
To far to say hi, so embarrassed, so shy.
Your sorrows you shared; your pains I barred.
I absorbed your darkness, let it beat me inside.
You became your illness and that\'s \"why\" I cried.
I gave you love and you gave me silence.
I prayed to above and ultimately came to compliance.
You said things that hurt me and I never said a word.
I was quiet as a mouse when I should have chirped like a bird.
Now I see you happy with her;
my heart is cracked and you forgot me Im sure.
Things you did, they worried me no doubt.
I got caught in your fake reality and forgot what love was really about.
Yet, Ill never forget your eyes, the way they sunk into mine.
Comfortably deceiving; constant with your manipulative cries.
We were not fine.
I was a fool for you, nothing more nothing less.
I was a puzzle to do, a distraction from your imprisoning stress.
You truly destroyed me, you haven\'t one clue.
You stole my entire heart and I totally got screwed.
So thanks for not caring.
I surely learned my lesson about sharing.