JaynieJo

Confused and Crushed

My bones freeze at the site of you.

I cant move, then what do I do?

The chill of your presence leaves an after burn.

A freezer burn; my tummy turns.

I know I was never completely open.

I hid, I held back. 

Not every word was spoken;

you never truly came back.

Now who am I?

To far to say hi, so embarrassed, so shy.

Your sorrows you shared; your pains I barred.

I absorbed your darkness, let it beat me inside.

You became your illness and that\'s \"why\" I cried.

I gave you love and you gave me silence. 

I prayed to above and ultimately came to compliance.

You said things that hurt me and I never said a word.

I was quiet as a mouse when I should have chirped like a bird.

Now I see you happy with her;

my heart is cracked and you forgot me Im sure.

Things you did, they worried me no doubt.

I got caught in your fake reality and forgot what love was really about.

Yet, Ill never forget your eyes, the way they sunk into mine.

Comfortably deceiving; constant with your manipulative cries.

We were not fine.

I was a fool for you, nothing more nothing less.

I was a puzzle to do, a distraction from your imprisoning stress.

You truly destroyed me, you haven\'t one clue.

You stole my entire heart and I totally got screwed.

So thanks for not caring.

I surely learned my lesson about sharing.