I keep trying to fill this deep void
Keep busy
Keep being kind
Help others
Appreciate time
put effort into everything you do
But still the loneliness seeps right through
I question who I really am
I question why I’m here
What is my purpose
How can I fill this void with pure lasting cheer?
Still I can not fight back the tears
Maybe I’m just broken
And can not be fixed
I’ve waited for so many years
To feel whole once more
But temporary smiles are just a trick
I ask myself,
I ask the lord
What is my future
Is this heart of mine ever
Going to be cured