A moment in the silence I sat
everyday to question myself
how this all came to be
with strings around my heart
making me bleed
the tighter they got
for every color that decided to cut
the string would still stay there
with questions untold
and trust gone
how could this happen
one day smiling
the second drunk
and the third gone away
in someone else arms
but this made me think
and
realise many things about myself
that I was bad blooded towards myself
so I stand not on the edge
or
by the bottom of the bottle
I stay up for myself
and
the work I can create
with my own hands
the people around me
that I meet
have taught me so many things
have experienced so many things
have felt it
and
being a witness
I can only try to prevent what I know
and
what I felt with my own darkness
and
light
so I will stop looking back
and
look forward towards someone
that gave a new light
we are both insane in our own ways
is that insanity that got us together
we understand each other
and
make dumb jokes
we have found acceptance
in each other
no worries
no problems
just us two
smiling towards a future
that we can call our own
because I fell in love
with a goddess with a dark secret
having the knife close to my heart
\'\'Is alright, no need to worry\'
\'\'I\'m here for you and no one else\'\'
\'\'So if you cut deep, I\'ll find forgiveness\'\'
\'\'Because this is my way to say stop worrying\'\'
\'\'For you it is the past, but for me it is the future\'\'
\'\'So when the clock hits zero, I\'ll already be here waiting\'\'
\'\'Seeing the fireworks fly into the sky, while we sit here on the mountain\'\'
\'\'Even if we stumble and fall, I\'ll be ready to stand up to pick you up with my hand\'\'
\'\'So lets smile together and create something no one can replace, a future that is ours.\'\'
Because \'\'I\'\' who have seen it all
won\'t forget
and
can\'t forget
those who walked away
but I can forgive and embrace
for every friend that I have lost
is a friend that could have been here
but is instead faraway with another
with reasons untold
so have a good day
and
a happy new year