Paranoia covers my eyes,
feeling better was all a disguise.
Anxiety wraps it\'s hands around my throat,
watching me gasp for air as I choke.
The daily fear and crying has me exhausted,
I think I have finally actually lost it.
Feelings of pain I don\'t know where to begin,
depression takes over and begins to dig in.
I thought I survived but little did I know,
it was only getting worse and starting to show.
I need help and can\'t take it anymore,
it feels like any second I\'ll collapse to the floor.
My mind is a mess that seems unfixable,
please tell me that this life is only fictional.
I don\'t know what to do anymore except surrender,
I know that I will be stuck in this hell forever.