It’s taken me 12 years for it to finally click
All this time my mind and heart was tricked
I let my heart believe you were really it
I can’t blame you, not for it all
It was me who convinced myself you loved me
Even after every tear and fall
I guess I was deluded
They say love is blind
I feel so stupid
Now I can see clearly after all this time
You don’t love me and your never be mine
I’m so angry at myself
Now what do I do?
I only ever saw a good future with me and you
I’ve wasted over a decade
For a no win crusade
Time is nearly out
And I’m still on the shelf
No happy ever after
For my stupid self