I\'ve always wondered what its like to live a different life
to be a different person
I might actually get to be someone I would like
I might like myself they way I am but I can\'t figure out how to change myself for the better
and sometimes I think I\'d be better off dead
that would world would be a better place without me
that I could die and no one would care
sometimes I wish I would just cests to exists
I don\'t want to kill myself
but if death came for me I wouldn\'t try to resist