It’s almost like i’m at a loss for words
Yet ironically i’m writing but it’s gotten worse
like something’s off, it’s just not the same
this was the one thing I had and now I read with shame
It’s out there, but am I well expressed
no rhyme or line to explain how damn depressed
i’ve been, or these feelings i’m fighting
Nope, not right, crumble up, keep on writing
I can’t, not even energy for this
And i’ve tried to claim back the motivation that i miss
And at the very least write just a single thought
I can’t find the right words, my brain is in a knot
and even i know this poem’s mediocre at best
but it’s one of many struggles i’ve ripped from
my chest
i have to do what i can to regain a little pride
and not let the darkness consume my poetic side