Why?
Why wait for hours waiting for one that will never come?
Only so that it burns your insides making you feel more dumb
Owh I wish it’d be perfect
Enough of the nights I forced myself numb
I wish a call and they’d appear
From wherever it may be
Be it from the ground
Or the sky up here
He said he’d come!
Was it a delusion?
Unable to control this very powerful energy
Called nothing but emotion
I don’t want to wait
I don’t want to feel
I don’t want to expect
Waiting for one to come
Excited, impatient, all alone
The fragile heart can only stand for so long
Helpless, dark and betrayed
It’s midnight and yet no response
Though, there’s a possibility
That this may not be the case
So reply to my messages b*tch face