I felt the overwhelming rush
To the surface of my skin
Almost too hot to touch
A rage underneath flourishing
I place a giant weight apon my feelings
Hoping to push them down
Not know of the volcano eurpting
I\'d push and push and push harder
I was ashamed, I felt weak
I was devatased, couldn\'t speak
But hope brought me back
Time and time again
I can control these emotions
Let the fear hurt and pain
Wash right over me again
And flow through my soul
Now I may cry instead of pushing
I\'m still learning about the boundaries
Life is a very long test, sometimes at best
But I\'ll try my up most to keep flourishing