I have blocked out having any feelings for far too long, that now i start to feel anything but numb.. i feel to be in this world is wrong. I dont belong.
For me its easier to be alone and no one to care. When people get too close, they think they know me.. they dont.. im suffocating. I NEED AIR.
I take breaths from deep within to refill the air that escaped me. Finally i should learn that being alone without people is the best way to be.