The freezing rain of January drizzles down
To cleanse the space between me and my true destiny
I seem to want to attribute everything around me to myself lately
It is high time for me to shine again like I have done once...
twice...
countless times before...
I am not attempting to ignore all of the instances when I have done wrong
Paying the price has become like a song and dance to me
In my heart, I know who I am
I have forgiven myself and, thus, been forgiven
Not so that I can clear my conscious in hopes of repeating my failures and expect new results
According to Einstein, that would make me insane
I have a hunch that his definition was off by miles
Stupid, yes...
Ignorant, yes....
Blind, most certainly so..
I believe insanity to be an entirely different animal
Einsteins\' theories are not the be all, end all
I share a birthday with the man, so I know...
I have had myself many theories that I thought were totally brilliant, but I will be the first to admit the fact that I have not always been correct
I am quite sure that all of his theories have been dissected just like mine have by haters and sceptics and everything in between
I am trying these days to focus upon being a good person always
Not just when I want to come clean
It is much easier for me to stand outside naked in the freezing rain and take my medicine right away
Mother Nature knows the way to cleanse, guaranteed
Somebody will undoubtedly catch me doing so through the lens of their binoculars, cameras, their thousand dollar fucking robot phones
God condones me, and that is all that really matters
I really don\'t care if what comes out of their cock-suckers shatters my image, because it is something that only I can control
Nomatter what occurs, I will be whole again before I know it......
January 17, 2019