stop for a second
second into minutes
and
minutes into hours
everything stopped in time
me looking far too long into those eyes
captured by the Aqua blue eyes
from purple flowers turned into ashes
into Aqua blue drops falling upon this fire
a fire that made me feel cold towards everything
Tell me is it to late to change
Tell me is it to late to understand
Tell me is it to late to feel
One ripped page on us all
an uncompleted chapter
that no one will ever find
until it is rewritten with others ink
Is it to late to take back my words
to remove my thoughts from the stress
because this is taking me down to the abyss
the colors of darkness is filling the empty spots
the spots in my green heart
From blue to green I mess with my mind
colors changing like the paintings around me
fill me up with something new
and
please don\'t tell me
I\'m still on my way
with the same ways
Don\'t tell me
something I already know
I am just anxious by the feeling
of having someone to lose
of having someone that break me
of having someone that can blind me
I am just depressed
by the bottles
by the stress
by the scars and by the trauma
I am just lost in my thoughts
thanks to you
thanks to us all
thanks to everything
I am just stuck in my mood swings
I am just lost in myself
I am self-destructive
so I can build myself up
not with words
but by expression
because that is my art
my painted soul
\'\'But who am I to speak?\'\'
\'\'I am stuck in this tiresome nights\'\'
\'\'I am ticking like the clocks around me\'\'
\'\'I am just sad and alone even when you here\'\'
\'\'So don\'t tell me I\'m stuck in my old ways\'\'
\'\'Am I seeking help?\'\'
\'\'or\'\'
\'\'Am I seeking something real?\'\'
\'\'Is probably attention from my loved ones\'\'
Stuck by the words I created in my mind
the biggest liar is not them
but me
because the biggest liar
can lie to themselves and believe it
so give me courage for the last time
so I can stand on my feet
and
look in the mirror
seeing me for what I am
a sore loser
that has his special traits
being true to oneself
Blue if you only knew
half of what I knew
then death scares no one
But don\'t worry now
I hate that word as well
\'\'Don\'t worry about it\'\'
because is a lie to us all
so sit here with me
and
accept my warmth
and
give me a slap
to correct me
Because advice is not what I need
a little pain to snap back to reality is what I need
I need you
because you are my reality
that everything isn\'t bad
because you are the opposite of her
you both are my cure
but you are my closest
so stay with me for a second
even if you are mocking me
because your happiness cheers me up
so stay here blue
so I can say my
\'\'I love you\'\'
with a smile