I should have known that there would be some sort of catch
We were a match made for a few days and nights and that is all
This guy told me that he loves me way too fast
Yet, still, I almost let myself fall...
But, there was clearly something greater standing in my way, thank God!
And, that is really all I have to say about that
Leo men really are all pretty much the same
It is no coincidence that he selected me
I must have had \"DUMB FUCK\" tattooed across my face....
I have so much more important shit plaguing me right now
I am literally scrambling just to try and keep this place where I dwell
The money just stopped flowing one day
Like it was turned to coin and thrown into a damned wishing well
Even so, I kept on living life as I always do, Large...
The boys have been circling
Coming in for the kill
My heart has taken charge of my weary head
In some ways, he was perfect
But, in too many he did seem completely disinterested
Sometimes it seemed like he was brain dead
But, the boy was as sweet as fresh cherry pie
He was as polite and flattering as that kind of shit gets
It must just be his most accomplished skill, his most cleverly calculated little trick
He was kind of out there, really....
Insisting upon putting on my panties right before every time we had sex and watching masturbation porn when I would go down
I felt uncomfortable, like a circus clown
I think that I could see hexes upon him, although it was tough to really tell
I just really do not think that it was what I would call meant to be
I sit here wondering if I have a man or not and that little bastard is free to do his own thing
I guess my answer will come if he really returns with The promise ring that he said he would bring
I really don\'t know why he thought that he had to lie just to continue our fling
Of course, I could smell the bullshit all over him, but I still allowed him to speak
I think that I was taken in by how spontaneous the whole thing was and it worked out because he\'s even a bigger freak of nature than me....
I guess all I can do is see what happens next...
2/1/2019