With you I\'ve been as real as the stars in the sky
With my family I\'ve been an illusion, I think you know why
With you I\'m suddenly in the light
With them it\'s like I\'m in the darkness of night
I\'m slowly losing my mind
I have to leave fantasy behind
So what is it that you see
Is it the illusion or is it the real me
I used to fake a smile
And fake a laugh for a while
But the things that I gave you were real
You made me the happiest I could ever feel
I\'m slowly losing my mind
I have to leave fantasy behind
So what is it that you see
Is it the illusion or is it the real me
If I go or am already insane
What part of me will or does remain
Trying to tell which is me and which is the illusion
Is causing a whole lot of confusion
I\'m slowly losing my mind
I have to leave fantasy behind
So what is it that you see
Is it the illusion or is it the real me
Stuck in this mind of my own
I feel like I know the real me alone
When you turn to look at me
What is it that you see
I\'m slowly losing my mind
I have to leave fantasy behind
So what is it that you
Is it the illusion or is it the real me