BlackCat

The Illusion Or The Real Me

With you I\'ve been as real as the stars in the sky

With my family I\'ve been an illusionI think you know why

With you I\'m suddenly in the light

With them it\'s like I\'m in the darkness of night

 

I\'m slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

 

I used to fake a smile

And fake a laugh for a while

But the things that I gave you were real

You made me the happiest I could ever feel

 

I\'m slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

 

If I go or am already insane

What part of me will or does remain

Trying to tell which is me and which is the illusion

Is causing a whole lot of confusion

 

I\'m slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you see

Is it the illusion or is it the real me

 

Stuck in this mind of my own

I feel like I know the real me alone

When you turn to look at me

What is it that you see

 

I\'m slowly losing my mind

I have to leave fantasy behind

So what is it that you

Is it the illusion or is it the real me