She leans into me I hug her tightly
That Smell I recognise
I take a deep breath it takes me by surprise
To feel so intensely close like we use to be
I wish this brief moment could last for eternity
I thought the feelings I felt for her had drifted far away
But here I am in this moment wishing I could stay
Me holding her tightly, her embracing me like it once use to be
I remember the time we promised to always be there for one another
I remember how loving her gave me strength
How she encouraged me to be the best I could be
I only wish I had never hurt her so deeply
So much so that promises no longer stood good
I never understood how I ever let her go
Why did I not fight to keep her by my side
If only I had tried to be the person she had needed in me
Now years have past and we stand in this moment
Can I keep her locked here forever I ask
If only
Unfortunately I know I cannot because you see
She once trusted me and I broke that trust
I tied the rope around her heart and I choked all the love she had for me out of it
So I grab my coat and I walk
I cannot look back
I must block this moment from my mind
As I know there is no hitting rewind