Joseph M Marion

Dedicated to my sister I\'m sorry my sister

 

My sister passed at last,

This day 2-9-2019, 725 am,

Cancer consumed her all,

The white coffin nails never fails they get them all,

Pain she endured living was great, never let it show, tough she was,

There is no longer a struggle for her,

I wish I had emotions to let it show but I don\'t I\'m ice cold in my soul to death,

I went faced to face with grim reaper hundred times,

I\'ve kept my life only to watch hundreds of others die,

Harder from this world and all I seen and done,

I hate my self for being this way,

So much left in me unsung,

I hate world those who engraved me,  my body, and soul this way,

I envy those who have deep emotions who can let it show,

I cry a thousand times inside never to let it show or go,

Remembing them all one by one,

You become so numb it like drinking water just that simple,

We lost this battle but sister won war,

There is no more for her to endure,

She free as can be,

Happy once again in arms of love ones and family,

To my sister from your brother I\'m sorry I cant let it show like all rest,

But maybe I was harden for that reason I\'m here now to let your soul go