If I could lose control
And let my demons free
The things that I would do
Would make my fears come true.
Let the darkest night
Descend upon my head
So I can hear dark voices
Stir my thoughts, despair.
Let evil take control
It\'s everywhere I go
I\'ll fight it night and day
‘Til there’s nothing left of me.
My instincts seem to be
So very wrong, amiss
I keep offending God
Misguided actions, thoughts.
I think of how you lived
So careless and so free
You taught me to control
The broken part of me.