Amherrera1190

2.2.19

My anxiety feels like gravity intensified its pull on me. It feels like I walk around with a shroud of lead over my shoulders.
I feel like I\'m trudging through quick sand. My feet can\'t leave the ground quick enough so i sink.
My muscles ache and strain as if I\'m fighting to move against time.
My movments feel staggered, while everyones motion remains constant.
I wish I could stay in the present, however my mind wont stop replaying moments from before the illness. Its trying to pinpoint where it all started, at what point did I get consumed.....

my anxuety is like the menacing Shadow only two steps behind me.