i cant feel anymore

how do I feel?

like the waves on the shore

they come and go, but never cease to exist

with every deep breath my chest expands, and then

the weight falls harder than before

you cant see that i\'m being pillaged under the crashing waves

sometimes i just don\'t want to breathe anymore


today, i take the mask off

its time i stop pretending that

i have full control


because in the water i\'m drinking is poison

day by day i am extinguishing my flame

strength already turned to weakening

and i\'ve been going by a false name