I know I\'m not the only one
Who can sit in a car and cry
Especially when it all
Passes in the blink of an eye
Flickerings of what was
Mixed-up with what is
Unable to truly live
Why be around this
Overwhelming thoughts reside
Never ending soberless nights
Sometimes I wonder if it\'s right
To listen to the heart and mind
For this vibration is disorientating me
Confused on the \"who\" I want to be
Knowing it is all I need in my hand
Yet slipping through as grains of sand
Counting it as falls to the ground
Time becomes an unbearable sound
Lost in the construction of this
A reality I just can not drift