He is very much human
More human then I
I dream very much to be with him
but there is a secret that lies deep within my heart
I long to kiss him
but if I do it would be his first bite
I long to hug him
but it might be his last night
his blood is fresh
Which is a hungry pain for me
Deep down inside
I love him
but it would be wrong for me to turn him
without his permission, would he want to live this mortal life
This is a wound that hurts deep down in a vampire heart