I am the girl who sits by you
Watching you as you watch her
Analyzing her with every nerve in your body
But you don\'t recognize me
You don\'t recognize me when she is around
Your laughs, your smiles, you give them to her
As courtesy or out of kindness but why am I bothered?
As you call my name out of anger or annoyance
You called hers out of pure playfulness
Her name slipping off your tongue
Just like when you kiss me
Out of lust, not love
I was never sure
I still am not sure
When you are not with me you begin to wander
Into the distance i see you with her
While i hold you’re backpack when im sad
You never question my feelings
You never seemed to care
You don’t look at me but your eyes seemed to wander
Always towards hers
I understand, I do or at least I try
You’ve never dated a girl like me
I’m the girl you wish to hide.