Dear mama.
We don\'t have the best relationship.
The normal mother and son.
There\'s things I wish I could express but I can\'t.
But that doesn\'t mean I hate you.
I keep my space.
But if it ever came down to it nobody will ever take your place.
I understood you did the best you could.
You never left or gave up.
No matter how much anger I may hold for how things played out.
I\'m so happy you have a better understanding for the younger siblings.
There\'s rules and structure.
Things that I never had.