Please, come back
Don’t leave me here with them
They mock me, make me nervous
They spit at me
They lock hands and circle my mind
Dancing and laughing
Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and under and over again
Running around carelessly
Sprinkling spite into every crevice
And then they sit back
Admiring the damage, they have created
But this hatred, it’s addictive
There is something sweet about sadness
Something addictive, golden, brown
I keep going back to you,
Even though I know I don’t need you
I want your sympathetic comfort
Until
4:30- AWAKE
You were watching me sleep
‘it would be a good idea to wake her up’
I hear you whisper and giggle amongst yourselves
Crescendo to a scream
awake, sweating, tears, streaming
Mind racing, on a mission for honey
Exalting, unable to stop
Tick tock the hours flock past
Dark circles, the only physical representation of my time with you
Sculpted by yours truly
But
Please, just leave.