Hello?
Are you still there?
oh wait!
It was I who vanished, abducted by the confusion running through my head
Honestly, I did\'nt think I would ever make it back,
All the spinning pictures inside my minds eye,
were leading me to a hospital , or found next to
the train tracks, cold and dead.
Ive been lost before, but not in this way.
wondering the streets, no place to stay.
No one even seemed to notice that i was missing.
Don\'t know why I was at all surprised that no one really cared,
inside their own heads, building a private reality all their own.
believing they are the \" sane ones\" keeps them from feeling scared,
and completely alone.
My mental health has always been far from the \" norm\"
But im not at all crazy, or insane,
Just a lost frightend soul, running from the pain!
i didnt escape the ongoing pain, the agonizing fear.
But, my mind is not arguing with me at this moment,
and im putting words on paper.
im glad I have returned, happy to be here.
If you suffer from mental illness, youre not broken, or damaged,
I wish people would stop labeling every person whos suffering from a MHC,
as completly crazy!
sadly, there are those who cant find the way back to the rest of us.
My heart breaks for them!
so please, stop putting all of us into one box, or catorgry.
thats basicaly saying that, \" theres only one type of cancer\"
can you hear how ridicou[es that sounds?
Thank you for reading,
Resa