Even though there are close to no one who was actually there for me I want to thank the few who where there. Don’t think you wasted time on me you didn’t. You helped me live another day.its just my time I’m sick of being used and lied too. I hate feeling worthless. I genuinely don’t know what to do and I feel like this is my final option I’ve been thinking about this day for the longest time and I can genuinely say that this world will be better without me
To the people I Hurt with my passing. I’m sorry that it had to end like this and I’m sorry I didn’t get to say I loved you one last time but I love you all more then you could know and I did this for you guys
I have a big heart that keeps getting broken and I feel nothing now. I don’t feel love how I used too hate is filled in my vains and I can’t take it. I hope you guys understand why I did this. It’s no buddy’s fault but mine I just had to do what I had to do. You might think there are more options for me but there isn’t. This is the only way.. I love you all